Day 46: I finally have an arch nemesis at my hostel.

The bitch interrupted my laundry.

So, I’m going to tell the long story short because I’ve told my friends and mother this story enough times for me to not want to talk about it anymore. But I’m only doing it for you.

You’re special.

This woman basically stopped my machine cycle half-way, lied about it being done, kept my freshly half-washed clothes on a dirty surface because her own bucket is only for personal use and basic decency is out the fucking window, and then told me to mind my own business.

Gee, did not know my clothes being in dirt wasn’t my business, but sure.

This whole wanting to have a quintessential experience, I’m very grateful for it, but goddamn I could’ve lived without it.

My friend ended up laughing in her face because of all the jokes I’d made when we’d accidentally run into her going down to her floor after doing, surprise surprise, laundry, so I guess it all turned out well. I did tell the manager as well and apparently she’s been running around fighting with everyone, even the cook at the hostel and no one really wants to communicate with her. The cook has a whole family living here, it’s that kind of staff-company relationship. So, you could guess the kind of personality this dumbass has.

But moving on, have you ever played Episode? This choose-your-own-story game, it’s very popular. I used to play back when I was doing my bachelor’s but since I never had enough gems to unlock the special options, I watched the tutorials on YouTube with the exclusive options just to see what happens in the story if you choose it. My favourite one was the Mean Girls one.

Gosh, that movie (only the first of course, the sequel was fucking crap) was and always has been so iconic. Regina George in the game was a bop-ass character, dude. I have am utterly biased towards bitchy and capable characters who at the end use their genius to do something good, as if letting you into a secret parallel world, giving you the tiniest taste of what could’ve been and then they go right back to being evil. Ah, the wait for that version to come back around, pure thrill.

Today, I’ve been feeling a lot more love for Taehyung I don’t know why, I mean I can hear you say Meera you dumb bitch all you talk about is him how much more could it possibly get, and you’re right but damn don’t need to be this harsh. Still, there’s something. Although, when I was reading a fanfic and a very emotional and intimate part came between Y/N and Taehyung, I felt like I was intruding. Lord, knows what that was about.

Oh, I didn’t meet my soulmate and November ended like two days ago. Surprise, surprise. I know. BUT HEY, a woman can hope. I don’t know how a real man will make me feel what Taehyung does but I’m clowning myself in all the other areas of my life. Why not this too, amirite?

The internship has levelled up, and exhausted me. And I’ve been sick for the past two-three days. Nothing serious, it’s just a mild cold. Sense of smell and taste are intact and good, no fever, and the rest of the symptoms keep coming and going. I just feel weak a lot. But then that’s normal.

I might be turning my neighbour/friend into an ARMY. I sat her down and told her as detailed a story of BTS as I could and she loved it. If you don’t find people that vibe with your obsessions, turn them into people who vibe with your obsessions. You’re welcome. I AM a true master of life.

Other than that there isn’t much to add this time, but here’s the pray and hope that good, exciting things are on the way as always.

Talk to you soon!

luv,

meera.

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